New lifestyle is hard

Yes, losing weight is hard, especially when you travel to visit relatives. I've had a great time visiting my sister and her oldest daughter, Suzie and Dodi... It has been a heart warming experience this time. Finally, I feel comfortable with her decisions and the daily schedule she has established...It's nice to see that she has it all together.
As for me? well...I have a long way to go. I have been losing weight I think. Or at least my body feels better, minus the severe pain in my right shoulder..could be a strain on my rotator cuff or a actual tear of the muscle..either way, it hurts really badly. I've started getting around a little better and hope to be able to do some serious walking when we get home next week.
I've had a lot of interesting things go on while we are here. An awakening of sorts. It's kinda weird that I feel as if my life stopped and everyone else's is still going strong. I feel as if I am in a stale mate game of chess...I can't move forward or sideways or backwards...stuck in place. I guess I should stop worrying about other people's lives and deal with my own. Success is available when I finally act on this realization.

Heavenly Father is always there to guide me and help me to make these findings real. I hope that I can do his will and be worthy of his attention and such. My testimony is still strong. My family is there and I am grateful for all my blessings...more next time...ta ta...