Well, here I am on the 'new' computer. Tomorrow we add a 80 g hard drive so I can have SOME memory. I appreciate getting this stack for a minimal price but not adding memory sucks. Anyway, I diverse from why I am here or....do I?
I've really enjoyed the opportunity to move here to Pleasant Grove, UT and gain a better insight on my religion and my personal values. I had gone off the deep end so to speak and I was acting a fool and idiot. I tried to compromise my life style by doing what others around me were doing. It's not a good thing for me. Others may feel different but as I continued to do the things I did, I felt guilty. Here's Satan on one side telling me that it's ok, do what you wanna do, and of course the still small voice was loudly proclaiming to me to stop being an idiot and get my house in order. So, I quit just like that. I'm not saying that I'm not tempted to do the smoking anymore but I do know that my will to do the right is much stronger at this time. I hope it stays that way.
Gary is getting ready to have the infamous knee surgery that he has been persuing for the last 10 years or so. I'm grateful that he found a good doctor that recommended it for him. I can tell that he is nervous about it and so am I. I also know that in the long run, he will feel better and that makes me feel better. Cee Cee is gaining fans all over the complex and all over town. She is a trooper and loves to show off her guarding and barking skills. Of course, that means when she is close to momma and not loose. Things change when the protection is gone or should I say the one she 'protects' is gone? What a funny girl she is. She is finally learning how to play with toys and people. I'm not sure if she knew before this but it's bringing out her doxie personality.
I've met so many wonderful people here, through the church and through my family. I've enjoyed making friends with various people at different stores and places we are starting to frequent. I can't wait to meet more and gain more perspective on what northern Utah has to offer.
See ya soon with more intellectual prose....Bye for now.....Jan
