From this day forward, I plan to do more of something that I am constantly procrastinating about. Getting perspective or having my life in proper order is a very big goal.
I've spent the last 11 years wondering in a fog in indecision and misdirection. Promising to myself that I would read my scriptures, go to church and maintain a more spiritual attitude and a better moral persona. I know it seems like a lot to do and it is. I just can't continue to have doubt and feeling frustrated for not attending my meetings and being a better example of what a true member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (LDS or Mormon) should be. I know that the world feels we are a cult that lives strange "stepford" type of lives but a person that lives their religion, no matter which they choose, lives a structured life. You gain a true understanding of what is important for you and tend to quit worrying about things of which you have no control.
I know that it's my choice to do these things and that I must try my best to be all I can be. Heavenly Father blesses those who do their best and also provides the guidance needed to succeed in all things required of us. So, get going and gain your perspective...
