Another Day, Another Disaster

DAMN!! Well, I think one word can tell how I feel....Damn...! I'm not sure anymore if I should be shocked when something happens. I really shouldn't be, but it seems I like most human beings get shocked. I guess I could get hardened by these things like the people in disaster prone areas are. Like the little kids who play amidst the bombings, or drug wars, or natural disasters, knowing that it could happen at any minute...like I don't know, maybe get flippant about it like, oh wellll, at least it's not me...

I CAN'T DO THAT! I care too much to feel that way. Granted it is a mental relief but at the same time, all those innocent people. All those runners and observers. Just watching the race that only happens once a year. What about next year? Will they cancel out of fear? Will they try to overcompensate by having too much security? Will people show up if they do have it? All these things are on the minds of the people of Boston. The biggest thing is the pain, the frustration and the torment that they feel that bothers me the most. Maybe I am soft hearted, and weak that way but I can't ever understand how people can be so cold hearted to just kill other people for their beliefs, faith, or Anything else. It's too ridiculous to me to try to understand what they are trying to prove. Irony is that all forms of worship oppose killing. Except for defense, I do too. I wish there was no need for military force, or guns, or other defensive means. Reality tells me that it isn't possible for this to be... One day it will... One day Jesus Christ will rule this world and there will be NO need for violence or disasters...