Confusing Thoughts

I was supposed to get back here a few days ago. I guess I got busy and forgot this time. I've been quite busy here online. I found a new website for people with ailments and permanent disabilities. www.patientslikeme.com infuses all types of ailments that are being researched. They have you list your medications, ailments and other biographical information. The site includes forums on different ailments like fibromyalgia, MS, Migraines and a lot of other situations. I enjoy the opportunity of sharing how I feel and explaining my situation. It is hard to explain here but the people I mingle with there are in the same boat as I am. It is easy to see their problem and to help each other try to deal with day to day life. I use it to help me make wise decisions and to understand why I feel as I do.
As for my health situation with my future surgery, I found out last week that I need to have an Angiogram this week; Wednesday to be exact. I am kind of nervous, but I think it will turn out alright. I just spoke to one of the nurses and finished out the information she needs to get me going. I am actually feeling a bit better after speaking to her. The best part of all this is that I will be able to have the Bariatric Surgery in a few weeks or months... I guess it just sounds strange me rambling like this but that is how my mind is thinking right now. I only hope that I am giving you the information I wanted to convey. I guess to make this more interesting, I need to get my thoughts in order.

The bunny picture is to calm down my thoughts and confusion that is going on in my head. I guess I need to understand why I feel confused and happy at the same time. I hope I can deal better with the progress of my goal. It makes me feel nervous about how or if I can finish this goal. At the same time, I feel spiritually happy and sure that I can do this. I hate to end this but I am not feeling the proper motivation to write this today.

Maybe the next time, I will be able to get my actions together and give a more thought provoking feeling to my writing. I love to get more emotionally into my writing. It helps me to express myself better.

There you go....